This is my year people!!! all of you who say otherwise can fuck straight off.
I am going to be getting a certificate to become a medical technologist which means when i am done i can get a better job. So far i love the two rotations i have had in Bloodbank and hematology (right now). From what i can gather they like me too which means maybe, oh please, i can get a job after the program.
I am the Maid of Honor in my best friend’s wedding and i swear to god i am going to look smoking for it. I do not care what it takes but i have 8 months rn (it is in august). I have a nice, slow paced goal for working out so i think i can do this. The one good thing that i have taken away from my relationship with Dan is the ability to diet and exercise so now that i have to start impressing others again, i can do it. Thankfully i dont have his many many many MANY neurosis that fuel his fire. I just know what i want and fuck it i am doing this. I am currently in a mini detox from my precious alcohol to try to jump start the weight loss. It will end on the 23rd and i am patiently waiting (who am i kidding, WEEKS HURRY UP) for that to come. I have gone to the gym Saturday, Sunday, and today. i plan on going tomorrow too. I want to maintain 4 times a week at least right now. So goals are set, bitches.
I have this weird issue with the possibility of flirting again. I might have forgotten? It might be because i havent figured out anyone to use my *charms* on. All i know is that i do not want to cross the line of awkwardness with someone in class. I might be toeing the line but no crossing on my end. It may be awkward but a girl can dream of a guy who is working for a 6 pack and is nearly there, right? even if i am the mess that i am!!! Other than that, it is not like i DO anything social to meet other people. I go to the scholar on a weekly basis, i hang out with old coworkers on a monthly basis. I cant date in the labs i have rotations in. There are only 2 maybe cute asian guys but that has never been my flavor of choice, doesnt mean i cant look. I am ALL for sampling other cultures. I’m young.
So here is the game plan.
Try my hardest to focus on school.
Go to the gym 4 times a week to lose the weight and tone the eff up.
Not get ensnared in the tangles of a guy.
Enjoy the shit out of my dog.
Bring it 2012. That is all.
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