wow i just was struggling so hard to get through a post. i just deleted it because it had no structure and i had no idea WHERE i was going with it. I was commenting about jock jams and how itunes had just played the electric slide.

anyway lets not get tooo detailed about that because i will be forced to delete this as well.

On the positive side of things i have great news. i am going to be giving in my 2 weeks notice on the 22nd of may. i can finally tell this place to fuck off and go find someone else to use as an “escape goat” (what show was that just on…..).  why the 22nd of may you ask? well its because i will be starting another job on the 8th of June at a doctors office. It is not something i really want to be doing with the rest of my life but its basically guarenteed work for a year and insurance and slightly better pay which are all things that my job now will not be able to give me, or even try to promise me. Its kinda sad because i really wanted to give my job a solid year before leaving but i really cant wait to leave this fucking place. they drive me crazy. when i try to fix a broken system that they started, they ask me why it didnt start sooner. when i try to organize something so i can work with it better, they ask me why im not doing anything productive. When they cut my hours to  5 hour shifts two or three times a week and i say fuck you and take my full lunch still, people complain. Bitch dont even start, look at the people around you. so and so is getting a hair cut comie back, getting coffee, come back, get lunch, come back, go to the gym, come back. When people take 2 hour lunches and push all of their work on me i am bitter yes but i would not actually say anything to a superior. i would not go out of my way to make your life hell but people seem to thrive on it. thankfully i now have a goal to get to. i have a DAY to say im giving in my two weeks notice. i hope in that time theyget rid of b, not because i dont want him to get work from them (he has another job im not a terrible person), but because i want them to be totally fucked with me leaving.

OMG I JUST FOUND OUT THAT A GUY FROM HOME IN IN JAIL FOR HIS THIRD FUCKING DWI. why the FUCK do people act so moronically. fucking morons. this was not his first, not his second but his THIRD DWI. how do parernts let their children live after the first one? hes the only child.