ive never been so overwhelmed at work. it started last week with PJ telling me that i need to be certified with Infection Control and Hazmat. now this could have been accomplished 2 weeks, during the slow, pitiful weeks of the holidays. nope not happening. now we were all told on friday that we need to do it by this past monday (HA like we would have time) to this day ive not even looked at the hazmat and i at least printed out the infection control shit. i refuse to take it home with me though so there goes that possibility. anyway. i was then given a project because urine logs were incorrectly done throughout a study and i had to go through 20 of the 80 charts, make copies of the logs and create an excel with the findings, not a bad thing i can handle that, when i am not helping with screening 20 people a day and with no other work station other than the central Nurses station. then i was emailed with a list of charts to go through and find AEs that werent originally AEs but now the company wants them to be AEs, but only if it changes much from a baseline which is different for everyone and we cant easily test that. so yea awesome. brian and i both for lists with about 45 subjects of the 120, then tas and karen got the rest. split between them. then i was given the duty to upload the sources. fuck shit balls man. i would have been fine if i was given this job throughout the study but now i have to upload 120 subjects. there is way too much organizing to do with this. i dont want to!!!! wtf have the 2 who are in charge of data doing back there???? today i finally retired to the back room and hid out back there.

BAH HUMBUG! also since ive been drinking basically every night ive decided that i should prob take a night off from the wine. its not bad but as i was cooking i saw the bottle in the fridge and was like hmmm… wait. NO! i still have will power! yay