how dare you bring all your lj friends into this? you seriously think that telling me through a cut that you still love me will help anything?? you just brought on an avalanche of emotions that i didnt want. i knew the second i clicked on it that i would regret it but i knew i would have to do it at some point. how can you say any of that. that you are in a relationship that you compare her to me, how you miss me how i am your ideal. how can you say that but then not even fight me when i broke up with you months ago. you fucking prick. why do i miss you so much, you should me nothing to me, yet you still can make me feel like shit for an entire day, i will still feel miserable in 10 days and again in 1 month and 17 days.

Warm October nights
You came and cuddled next to me
Our noses brushed so close
I wished it was our souls
Drifting off to sleep
I could hear the little snores you made
watching eyes shut tight
Like doors to something sweeter where you rest

Tear me off a piece of blanket
keep me warm and we can make it
Here’s my heart, I’ll let you break it
Touched your skin and I can’t take it

Light will creep in soon
And I still haven’t slept a wink
I wish the sun would hide its head
So I could watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more

I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more girl
I wanna watch you