the first night i commuted back home the second night i stayed with my friend and drank the rest of the absolut manderin +orange pinapple juice (which is delicious) then drank beer because a cerrtain someone left a lot in his fridge. like in college, its been left somewhere for more than 2 days and it is anyone’s to take. i only got about 5 hours of sleep giving me a distinct im fucking tired mood all day. when i got home i didnt even sleep until about 1. then i woke up at 1230, when i should have been up at 930 for the stupid fucking phlebotomy thing. i emailed the lady and hopefully i can still be an option. who knows. that really doesnt bode with with the parents im sure. anyway, i was just told that i havent updated in 8 days. looks whos updating now mr bald eagle????

ive been talking to my dear bff, hornet who is getting confused by one of the three musketteers. he brought up how he liked her, and now she reads into everything. i told panda that she was the one to get hurt probably. so i told her that she just has to talk to him and also prep herself for any possible answer coming from him: i want a relationship, i want to just be friends, i dont know what i want, i just want to fuck you. that last one i told her isnt really something i would imagine him doing. either way its kinda gonna be interesting to see how that pans out. 2 of your best friends. then there is the other musketteer,who keeps making comments that i blow off as we’re bff comments. he said we have to pretend to be bfgf to keep this other girl away from him, then that we are gonna get married to have our friend Swan to clear the dance floor with her thriller dance. its just little things like that. i went to a kids house and they started talking about bending a girl out a window and he kept apologizing to me as if ive never heard vile things like that. whatever. theres nothing more than a brotherly love for me.