so ive recently noticed that my ex boyfriend’s facebook says that he is in a relationship. ive not noticed his away messages and profile changing until last night. it went in this order of brutal hits last night. profile: a fresh start… all you need is the sunshine in the night (or some such shit) then his fb status popped up because of digsby: which said blah blah blah & I’m crazy about you! =). then he puts up an actual away message saying something along the lines of how did i get so lucky.

now my immediate thought is that he won (even though he is the villain of it all). he managed to move on first. then i thought. no wait, he has a girlfriend already? did he really need to be in a relationship so badly that he jumped on the first vagina that gave him attention? we were eachother’s first big relationship. 3.5 years of my four college years and 3.5 of his looking to be 7 college years (yea he cant get shit done). its not like i wasnt expecting him to go around with other people, but a relationship so fast? my amazing fb skills havent been able to really know who she is. and yes ive got mad skillz homez.

Congrats fuck face. Thank you for getting over me so fast. it really makes me realize how much you need someone to be your girlfriend, but i am accepting of finding myself before moving on. seeing as how i was never given the opportunity to really yell at you, i want to do it now, however much it would hurt. i want to yell at you. i want to scream. i want to be like ted when robin brought home gai’el (gaile?? no its gai’el) fron argentina. i want to knock on his door and yell, but much less politely than he did and not ending as nicely.