i am so sick of planning some remote plans and then having them get squashed on bc of stupid shit. i understand when people get tired they dont want to go out but dont say that well i just ate and i am laying down watching tv now so im sleepy. thats not sleepy thats a simple case of itis. get your ass up and you will be fine once your stomach stops hogging all of your blood. this is the problem when one of us has to work later so by the time they get out everyone is like oh well im tired or something similar. im really emo like right now. im actively listening to Dashboard confessionals which i havent done since highschool on the morning bus bc it was relaxing enough to half sleep to. but dammit i cant even make a fun playlist bc im so irked. panda just told me to call deer back and tell her that she has to come but i wanted to be soooo unbelievably bitchy to her that i cant do it. i dont want to have an angry conversation with her. dammit why are girls so hard to deal with!!!???